Two
competing desires struggle within me. There is the desire to carve out a place
in space of my own, where I am aware of all things as they are and as they
change. This would be the place from which I drew my sustenance. And then there
is the desire to be a constant nomad, physically and intellectually, to draw
inspiration from the myriad peoples and nations of the world. I could
synthesize a culture endemic to only myself, amalgamating and adopting the
fragments I could glean.
I want to ride
on the roof of a train, a stowaway, as some new scrubland unfolds before me,
caravan lines running parallel somewhere off near the horizon, and know that I
am looking their way as they look mine. This is my nomad aspect. It scours the
land for nutrients, amino acids, fuel to burn, parts for the machine. At the
same time I want to know a singular piece of nature, carve out a habitat for myself,
where I can observe the subtle changes that take place from day to day and year
to year. This is my farmer aspect. It harnesses natural processes to subtly
refine matter into a form which will sustain me. This distinction, I have
found, is reflected in the poetry of two writers who champion reverence for the
earth, Wendell Berry and Gary Snyder, Snyder representing the nomad aspect and
Berry representing the farmer aspect. Of course, this is not simply because one
was a bit of a nomad and one farmed for a living.
Wendellberry Cobbler
Berry is the farmer, basing his
life and livelihood on a single patch of land and working it, becoming intimately
acquainted with its character, with every hill and valley, and even the soil
itself. The land is comfort, and the slow rhythms of nature provide stability,
respite from the chaotic rhythms of civilization. Berry’s poem “February 2,
1968” reflects the stability and isolation of being tied to the land: “In the
dark of the moon, in flying snow, in the dead of winter, / war spreading,
families dying, the world in danger, / I walk the rocky hillside, sowing
clover.” There is a sense that Berry feels entirely content in the presence of
the land he has chosen to remain on, feeling a satisfaction with being in a
place that few can feel in a post-agrarian society. In fact, one gets the
impression that this connection with a specific piece of land is itself something
that very few do feel. In his poem “On the Hill Late at Night,” he writes:
I am wholly
willing to be here
between the
bright silent thousands of stars
and the life of
the grass pouring out of the ground.
The hill has
grown to me like a foot.
Until I lift the
earth I cannot move. (129)
It is isolation, but a liberating
isolation. While the world changes around him, Berry is content to foster a
connection with the land he knows, and the land he works.
Berry’s
reverence for the land grows from his understanding of the particular patch of
land he has chosen to call his own. Salman Rushdie quipped in order to
understand one life, one must swallow the whole world. But Berry’s life seems
to suggest the opposite, at least in terms of understanding the natural world.
The soil of Northern Kentucky is the soil of the whole Earth in its cycles of
growth and death, freezing and thawing, nourishing and decomposing. His poem
“Enriching the Earth” begins:
To enrich the
earth I have sowed clover and grass
to grow and die.
I have plowed in the seeds
of winter grains
and various legumes,
their growth to
be plowed in to enrich the earth.
There is a cyclical nature in these four
lines, beginning and ending with the phrase “to enrich the earth,” evoking the
circular nature of time for a farmer. (It has been documented in ethnographies
of traditional farming societies that time is not perceived as proceeding
linearly, as is common in Western culture, but instead moving in a circle.) This
evokes a fact of nature that often does not play out in human time: that
everything organic grows from and returns to the soil countless times over.
Berry’s observance of the soil, both its ecological properties and
philosophical implications, extends to all soils of the world. And he
recognizes that he is himself part of this process. “After death, willing or
not, the body serves, / entering the earth. And so what was heaviest / and most
mute is at last raised up into song.” In this model of perpetual decomposition
and regeneration, it is entailed that all living things are made from the same
matter, and therefore are in communion with all other living things, united by
the soil. Cultivating a piece of land results in Berry cultivating all of
nature.
The Pacific Northwest Bushman
Snyder
possesses this same reverence for the soil, but in his worldview it may be more
dirt than soil, emphasizing the vibrancy without the decay and consuming aspect.
His is the hunter-gatherer’s earth where Berry’s is the farmer’s. Being
nourished by the land does not come from careful cultivation, but from vigorous
exploration. This sheer joy in discovering nature through furtive exploration –
akin to a forager happening upon a patch of nourishing tubers – is reflected in
“Meeting the Mountains.” In this poem, a man is discovering nature through furtive
exploration.
He crawls to the
edge of the foaming creek
He backs up the
slab ledge
He puts a finger
in the water
He turns to a
trapped pool
Puts both hands
in the water
Puts one foot in
the pool
Drops pebbles in
the pool
He slaps the
water surface with both hands
He cries out,
rises up and stands
Facing toward
the torrent and the mountain
Raises up both
hands and shouts three times!
This discovery is not made by careful
cultivation of the soil, maintaining a small patch of land to learn the
universal truths of Nature. Nature must be encountered in as many places with
as many senses and appendages as possible.
Yet
the realization of the near-eternal scope of natural time is there in Snyder’s
poetry as well. Snyder is preoccupied with the impermanence of nature on
geological time rather than the cyclical properties driven by the seasons. This
understanding of the beauty in the changing landscape is brought to life in
“Poem Left in Sourdough Mountain Lookout.”
I the poet Gary
Snyder
Stayed six weeks
in fity-three
On this ridge
and on its rock
& saw what
every Lookout sees,
Saw these
mountains shift about & end up on the ocean floor
Saw the wind and
waters break
The branchéd
deer, the Eagle’s eye
& when pray
tell, shall Lookouts die?
The recognition
of nature’s constant flux no doubt dovetails with Snyder’s studies in Buddhism,
particularly with the notion of impermanence. Snyder’s conception of Nature as
encompassing all physical phenomena could them be said to apply to Karmic cause
and effect. This isn’t the Western pseudo-karma, a kind of moral causality that
is invoked only when something very fortunate or unfortunate happens. This is
the true Buddhist philosophical Karma, a force natural as gravity, which shapes
the illusion that is the world through linear cause and effect. In this
worldview, everything was once everything else in the scope of eternal time,
and so man is tied to Nature through its intrinsic properties. In “By Frazier
Creek Falls,” he writes “This living flowing land / is all there is, forever //
We are it / it sings through us”
(477).
Despite
this blissful (again, in the true Buddhist sense) erosion the boundaries of the
self, Snyder still seems to be conscious to define himself in relation to
nature, keeping himself as a separate “I.” He maintains his role as an
experiencer of nature while himself being tied to it in the appropriately named
poem “Nature: Green Shit.” Notice the italics when recognizing his identity as
something fleshy rather than a structure of cellulose:
The brittle
hollow stalks of sunflower
heads broke over full of dusty seed
peeld, it tastes good, small
Why should dirt
be dirty when you can clean up.
stop to like the dead or dying
plants,
twisted witherd grass
Picking the last
peppers
Soft and
wrinkld; bright green, cool
what a lump of red flesh I am!
What was soil for Berry is dirt for
Snyder; it is medium rather than resource. Both authors are reverent of the
stuff. To Snyder it is as much a part of nature as are the majestic peaks
surrounding Kitkidizzi. And in fact, to Snyder, every part of nature may be
nothing more than equal parts. But there is a sense that Berry’s soil is
something sacred. It is his to cultivate and it is what sustains him.
The Mad Farmer's Sanity
A
restless mind can never reconcile its competing desires. It may be that there
are simply too many places in the world to experience in a human lifetime, and
countless more when accounting for the places in space where we will one day
settle. But never the less, I feel this extreme restlessness, a feeling of
being incomplete without having known intimately every city, culture,
landscape, and biome that can be experienced. The term, which seems to be
prevalent in the communal lexicon thanks to its being integrated into tumblr
graphics and facebook cover photos, is wanderlust. Of course a term doesn’t any
legitimacy when it is appropriated by popular culture, and my compulsive need
for exploring and learning is a shared trait of humanity. Snyder encourages
this. Between the lines he is nodding at me, encouraging me to act on these mad
impulses. And I know he is right, this is what I must do.
But
then there is Berry to temper what I will call my wanderlust, for lack of any
more appropriate term. In Berry’s worldview, to work the land is to become
acquainted with the whole world, because the whole world is present in the
working of the land. I could be that Siberian woodsman, to whom Berry says “the
forest / whose ways, strange to me, are well known to you as the sound of your
own voice.” Whatever form that forest may take, be it a city or a field of
study, I will know that an enlightened man has spoken with reverence of this
kind of exclusive familiarity. I may not settle some place for long, the nomad
aspect may be too much of me. And I know that both aspects, the nomad and the
farmer, are meaningful, productive futures to carry out. There are many ways to
know the whole of the Earth.
I write about this sometimes. Deal with it.
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